Sunday, June 21, 2009

Fathers day


Saturday, May 16, 2009


Hello so Im writing because I havent written anything in sooo long so its update time, So lets see I went to my ring dance and got my class ring. Which means that I am basicly a senior which means my mommy and daddy are DYING inside and my mommy said that August isnt comming this year cause that would mean that Im going to be 18 and legal yea daddy has no hair and mommy is ready to pull her's out. Only because I told my daddy Id never grow up, I was six what do you expect from a 6 year old. Any who for my 18th birthday I may be going to see Motley Crue with my dad, man is my mommy nervous now. You probably realize that Im calling her mommy and Im 17 well that part of me is still a little girl. But anyways thats all I really have to say soooo bye

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

why me Wednesday!!!

So I'm writing this blog on why me Wednesday to tell you whats up with me.

1.I have to get ready for prom on may 9Th...why me
2.I stopped drinking mountain dew on Monday....WHY ME
3.I am peeing every 5 minutes...why me
4.I want to get a 4Th tattoo and cant....WHY ME
5. I'm sick today...why me!!!

Well that's really all I have to say for why me Wednesday.


Saturday, April 11, 2009

long time no talk

hey everyone I know ti has been forever since Iv been on but any ways its easter weekend as everyone should know I have been at my nana's house since Thursday and Im already kind of tired of everyone and lord knows Im ready to go home but anyways Tomarrow is easter and I am kinda excited my little sister is having her second easter. But anyways I got a new tattoo and for my easter present Im going to get another one yay that will make three. Um I know Im just rambling on and on but I really dont know what to say Im kinda tired and kinda ready to just sleep but that just doesnt happen in this house I think its worse than a frat house crazy right. I really dont know what to say so yea have a good one.


Monday, March 9, 2009

what drives me mad...

What Drives me Mad is....

What drives me mad is when that guy that you like comes over to you and hugs you and tells you that he loves you to DEATH but just as a friend. What drives me mad is when you wait for that perfect guy all your life and dont realize that he was standing in front of your face the whole time.But one thing that drives me bonkers is when that foot popping kiss comes along and you have no idea what to do because he has been with you for so long as ''JUST FRIENDS''!!


Saturday, February 21, 2009


Today is my big brother's birthday he would have been 19 today and I will be 18 in August and usually we go to his grave and lay flowers down but that's kinda far away from here so what my mom is doing today is writing a letter to him and teeing and balloon to it and sending it off toward the ocean and then we are going to mass at our new church and I wish everyday that he was around because I think me and my big bro would have been partners in crime truly and honestly I don't think any boyfriends would have gotten through the door or for that matter anywhere near me. I do really wish he was here though it would probably be alot better lord knows he would never let anyone hurt me EVER. I don't know I just wish he was here so that I could say my Big Brother Matthew said that. I just wish he was here for ALOT of reasons I don't think I have enough time to tel all of them.

big sis of 6

Saturday, February 7, 2009

love is....

This picture is really what love is.
So this is my love is blog now I know the contest is over but I just had to do it.Well anyways love to me is that foot popping kiss that feeling you get when that guy walks in the room and you about die inside, Then theres that kiss you get that make fire works go off in your head and those angels sing in your ears.There are those beautiful doves that fly off in the back round too. But thats really it I know Im 17 and you all are thinking she is just so young she doesnt know what love is. In a imature world its "I love you because I need you" but in a mature world its "I love you because I love you" Well thats all my I love this I love that for one blog.


Thursday, February 5, 2009

thirsty thursday

today is thirsty thursday.

1. Everyday I thirst more and more to see my grandpa agiain

2 I thirst every single day to go to disney wold again

3. I thirst more and more to kiss that guy who just wants to be friends

4. I thirst ALOT to talk to my family about all my problems (hush mama)

5. I thirst everyday to see my dad everyday

6. I thirst everyday to watch NCIS

7. I thirst everyday to go back to my NJROTC unit that I know and love

8. I thirst all day everyday to be in the NAVY

9. I thirst everyday to look at my old CO in the face again

10. I thirst everyday to get my nails done again


Wednesday, February 4, 2009

why me wednesday

1. today i got homework from science...Why Me

2. today i got bugged by my 4 year old brother for an hour...Why Me

3. today i had to deal with my puppy...Why Me

4. today i hae been exhausted...Why Me

5. today i am just not in the mood... Why Me

6. i had to wake up at 6 a.m. this morning...Why Me

7. I had to got to school today...Why Me

8. I saw that guy who just wants to be friends today...Why Me

9. I didnt get that hug or foot popping kiss from that guy who just wants to be friends...Why Me

10. and finally I got a C in P.E. cuz i didnt dress out... Why Me

Sunday, February 1, 2009

superbowl sunday

Today is Superbowl Sunday, I love football to death it really is my favorite sport. I made a cake that is a football field one side is Steelers the other side cardinals and in my opinion it looks hot like Paris Hilton hot. It took me and my mom like 35 min. to do and I didn't know if it was gonna come out right but thank god it did.We are haven friends come over we haven't seen them in a couple of weeks but hey, I love them to death but the children are so dang on annoying. I love them do not get me wrong but dang their SO annoying.I also hate the fact that the super bowl comes on SO late I really hate it and yeah I know I sound old saying that but in my opinion it does come on kinda late for a football game. But anyways that's really all I have to say for today on Superbowl Sunday.

Thursday, January 29, 2009

thirsty thursday

Today is thirsty thursday the day you can talk about all your thirsts even if their bad.

1.I thirst a little more everyday to be in the Navy

2. I thirst everyday to find that perfect guy.

3. I thirst all day everyday to to see the Jonas Brothers again..especially nick

4.I thirst everyday to be a Lawyer.

5. I thirst everyday to get that foot popping kiss.

6. I thirst every time I see that guy who just wants to be friends

7. I thirst everyday I see my brothers in my room, I thirst to want to kill them just a little more.

8. I thirst everytime I go to school to, pass geomtry a little more

9. I thirst everyday to take a long nap

10. And finally I thirst to watch NCIS every single day.


Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Why Me Wednesday

1. I woke up late and missed the bus... Why me
2. I woke up feeling sick this morning... Why me
3. I had to babysit all day long... Why me
4. My mom keeps blaming me for crap I did not do....WHY ME
5. I took a nap today and woke up to a big head ach...Why me
6.I keep getting forword text messages from random people... why me
7. I am friggen exhausted...Why me
8.the guy I like just wants to be friends...Why me
9. why do I always get blamed for the crap the little kids do...Why me
10.and finally I dont get to babysit friday...WHY ME

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Exam Week

This week is exam week amd I HATE EXAM WEEK. This week has been insane, the craziest exam week EVER, Monday I had no school but that was planned. Tuesday I didnt have school that how eve was not planned, the school system blames that on the weather BULLSHIT!! It was so for the inauguration now dont get me wrong I understand it was history in the maki ng but dang.But anyways that brings me to Wednesday it was supposed o be a half day well that was changed in the last 5 minutes of first bell I had to stay all friggen day. Then that brings me to today thursday I am exhausted and dont feel good the only thing was that the exams I took werent to bad. Tomorrow is Friday and Im happy it friday and all except for the fact that I have my Geomtry exam Tomorrow anyone want to take it for me. Oh but not just this week next week too and what sux the most is that I wasnt supposed to have school monday now I do damn it man. But anyways Im done for the night I think Im gonna watch NCIS. PEACE!!!1


Wednesday, January 21, 2009

why me Wednesday

Why me wed. is all about what happens on wed.

1. I had to take a test today in history.... why me

2. I had a full day of school on a half day... why me

3. I need a car I can call my own... why me

4. I had to do chores today... why me

5. I had to babysit today.... why me

6. I missed my favorite show last night...why me

7. I need a job BAD!!.. why me

8. I need more why Me's.... why me

well that's my Why me Wednesday

Big Sis Of 6

Friday, January 2, 2009


Friends are the hardest thing to come by. Im telling you I know one thing Im very tired of two faced people and very tired fromdumb drama filled people. Im tired of being the only one to depend on Im just simply tired.I want to be that teenager that can go chill with her friends without haein to deal with drama from other friends. I love my friends dont get me wrong please but I just need a friend that I can depend on Im 17 and Im practicly a mom to like all of my friends. I kinda wish I was 13 again so I wasnt being depended on SOOOOOO MUCH. Im ery sorry for venting to you guys even though half of you I dont know I just wanna be myself. Okay that is all I had to say thanks for reading.