Saturday, February 21, 2009


Today is my big brother's birthday he would have been 19 today and I will be 18 in August and usually we go to his grave and lay flowers down but that's kinda far away from here so what my mom is doing today is writing a letter to him and teeing and balloon to it and sending it off toward the ocean and then we are going to mass at our new church and I wish everyday that he was around because I think me and my big bro would have been partners in crime truly and honestly I don't think any boyfriends would have gotten through the door or for that matter anywhere near me. I do really wish he was here though it would probably be alot better lord knows he would never let anyone hurt me EVER. I don't know I just wish he was here so that I could say my Big Brother Matthew said that. I just wish he was here for ALOT of reasons I don't think I have enough time to tel all of them.

big sis of 6

Saturday, February 7, 2009

love is....

This picture is really what love is.
So this is my love is blog now I know the contest is over but I just had to do it.Well anyways love to me is that foot popping kiss that feeling you get when that guy walks in the room and you about die inside, Then theres that kiss you get that make fire works go off in your head and those angels sing in your ears.There are those beautiful doves that fly off in the back round too. But thats really it I know Im 17 and you all are thinking she is just so young she doesnt know what love is. In a imature world its "I love you because I need you" but in a mature world its "I love you because I love you" Well thats all my I love this I love that for one blog.


Thursday, February 5, 2009

thirsty thursday

today is thirsty thursday.

1. Everyday I thirst more and more to see my grandpa agiain

2 I thirst every single day to go to disney wold again

3. I thirst more and more to kiss that guy who just wants to be friends

4. I thirst ALOT to talk to my family about all my problems (hush mama)

5. I thirst everyday to see my dad everyday

6. I thirst everyday to watch NCIS

7. I thirst everyday to go back to my NJROTC unit that I know and love

8. I thirst all day everyday to be in the NAVY

9. I thirst everyday to look at my old CO in the face again

10. I thirst everyday to get my nails done again


Wednesday, February 4, 2009

why me wednesday

1. today i got homework from science...Why Me

2. today i got bugged by my 4 year old brother for an hour...Why Me

3. today i had to deal with my puppy...Why Me

4. today i hae been exhausted...Why Me

5. today i am just not in the mood... Why Me

6. i had to wake up at 6 a.m. this morning...Why Me

7. I had to got to school today...Why Me

8. I saw that guy who just wants to be friends today...Why Me

9. I didnt get that hug or foot popping kiss from that guy who just wants to be friends...Why Me

10. and finally I got a C in P.E. cuz i didnt dress out... Why Me

Sunday, February 1, 2009

superbowl sunday

Today is Superbowl Sunday, I love football to death it really is my favorite sport. I made a cake that is a football field one side is Steelers the other side cardinals and in my opinion it looks hot like Paris Hilton hot. It took me and my mom like 35 min. to do and I didn't know if it was gonna come out right but thank god it did.We are haven friends come over we haven't seen them in a couple of weeks but hey, I love them to death but the children are so dang on annoying. I love them do not get me wrong but dang their SO annoying.I also hate the fact that the super bowl comes on SO late I really hate it and yeah I know I sound old saying that but in my opinion it does come on kinda late for a football game. But anyways that's really all I have to say for today on Superbowl Sunday.